Hey you, yes you, you right there reading this. You´re beautiful, you have every reason to live. I love you.
If you are reading this. Please don´t kill yourself tonight, or any night, I´ll help you pull through, I love you and you are beautiful.
I have someone by my side now, not just my angel. I have someone, who can tell me she loves me, and I´m thankful to have her. I´m so thankful to have her, words can´t even describe. I think everybody deserve someone like her. Shes my ideal of a bestfriend, my dream bestfriend but better, beacuse she is real. I love her so much.
If you don´t have someone like her, I just want you to know, that you have me, I know I´m not much, not much at all, but if you do need one, to talk to, just tell me, cause I´m here, for you.
Im afraid of myself.
You know when you were a kid, and you played supermario on a gameboy(?). You had 5 lives, and you started on a level, and you kept running and running and stuff got better and you felt better, but then a turtle came and knocked you down and you needed to start over on the level again, and you got up kept going again and it got better and you felt better, but then another turle came and knocked you down and you had to start over the level again. And when you lost your five lives and you needed to start over at the very beginning of the game, and it just wasnt funny anymore, so you gave up and throw the gameboy away cause you didnt had the enrgy of keep going and it just wasnt fun to try anymore…and it kind of a lot like depression. You want to get better, so you try. But when you´ve been falling so many times and its just not fun to keep going, you dont have the energy to keep going and doing it again so you just..give up. somone please understand me?