Im afraid of myself.
You know when you were a kid, and you played supermario on a gameboy(?). You had 5 lives, and you started on a level, and you kept running and running and stuff got better and you felt better, but then a turtle came and knocked you down and you needed to start over on the level again, and you got up kept going again and it got better and you felt better, but then another turle came and knocked you down and you had to start over the level again. And when you lost your five lives and you needed to start over at the very beginning of the game, and it just wasnt funny anymore, so you gave up and throw the gameboy away cause you didnt had the enrgy of keep going and it just wasnt fun to try anymore…and it kind of a lot like depression. You want to get better, so you try. But when you´ve been falling so many times and its just not fun to keep going, you dont have the energy to keep going and doing it again so you just..give up. somone please understand me?
i managed to stop once. I think it depends on how much u cut. Believe in yoursefl .Talk to me, im here for you if you need to. If youwrite a message for me private, and i wont post it for everyone to see. Just me. And i can try to help you. Wantint to stop is such a big step and im proud of you. Your beautiful and amazing
yeah, yeah of course. Go ahead
I love you. You are perfecy and amazing <3